Yea yea Blah blah i'm sure i could come up with many excuses why ive been inactive. No i'm not sorry. So this is the real reason's
These are not excuses well maybe o well but this is whats up non the less
1. My scanner isn't responding to the computer so im beating my head againist the wall trying to fix it.
2. Depression runs in my family but i think its in my BLOOD
I'm not making this shit up I'll be happy then i'll fucking be all sad and gloomy and have no desire to do shit.

3. With the programming I've hit some road blocks and am trying to find the answer.
(!Warning expicit!)
I have school and work so that does take time but non the less this is my life i hate my school bunch of thugs hidden among the thug wannabes all a bunch of dick sucking fags. I hope every fucking gangster and gangster wannabe goes and get anal raped with a building. i know what your thinking but they die.
but no not in this perfect world they just keep coming back to life and there ass would tighten back up and they do it forever.


I'm fucking crazy and i feel a little more insane.
I know what else your thinking whats this stupid ass white boy know about hardship

First im NOT RICH I've gone months without power in fuckin 90degree wethier. O does that sound nice trust me after a while NO but the sad part is my family spent more time together then. Then when we have power. I know that it could be worse it can always be worse that what people dont get it could always be better to its just one tiny event that will set them apart good example of this you walk to a slot mechine play a few rounds and lose you think of playing one more time but dont the next person to get on that mechine whens the jackpot and goes home rich. One fucking play made all the diffrence



If your still reading i thank-you

If im still on your watch list i thank you even more
have a good day i dont know when ill update ok

so im very confused on if i can make it to what i want in life